As soon as I graduated from grad school, it happened. Suddenly the pressure was on to get married and produce grandchildren. I'll admit it. I am not ready. I like being in charge of my own time. I like spending my money the way I, oh and Sallie Mae, want to spend it. I like having time to volunteer and (not) learning to cook. I love learning more about myself, and I don't feel guilty about spending time figuring me out. I am not ready.
I am ready for the sweet intimate moments that Daddy and I share. I intend to record our love story here. Some days, it does not seem like we're communicating and I am not sure that he's actually interested in me; then He calls me beloved. Other days his love and joy overtake me to the point of overflowing; thereafter, he pulls me close and lets me listen to his heartbeat. I do not doubt his affections toward me. They are the same for you as well. Journey with me as I let Him into every piece of my heart.
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